Must have been the Way...

mmg berkurun gak ak xcite pape kat blog nih..
dulu segala benda ak cite kat sini,
mainly abt disappointment, sad, down, etc(every -ve thing u could think of)..
tp, de gak la bende +ve ak cite (my life not miserable all the time, ceh)..

ak bukak, tp bile ak klik new post, dan ak cube menaip....BLANK!!!
kerap gak ak bukak sebernarnye, tp ntah la, makin sukar da ak nak luah pe ak rase..
da makin jd pemendam plak..

dulu, penah smpai satu tahap, ak rasa ade org sekeliling yg xselesa dgn sikap ak..
so, ak slow down, malas nak kecoh2..
pastu makin lame ak makin lost, makin da xtau dan xtau nak luah pe ak rase..

but now, im going to take sometime, give it back to normal as i can..

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few weeks ni, ak makin malas nak amik tau hal org sekeliling..
lagi2 minggu nih..
ak nak hilang dr dunia yg biasa org nmpak ak sekejap..
*meaning fb, twitter, ym
mcm malas nak bt connection dgn org len la bt mase nih..
been through a lot lately..pedih xyah ckp r...

kadang2 rase nape la susah sgt..
tp, better ak jgn merungut, terima dgn redha..
ade mase ak rase takut sgt..
takut dgn kebodohan dan kejahilan yg penah ak bt..
tekanan, xyah ckp la..
sedaye upaya ak deal, so that ak boleh past thru it,
and know sumthing better waiting for me on the other side..

im sad, im disappointed..
for now, thats the feeling lingering in me..
nak layan perasaan ini bt sementara waktu..
hoping, eventually i found my happiness~~