Another Lesson

being me...

fuhhhh..been losing part of myself for quite sometime...

actually, until at this point, i still could not fully collect myself...

but, i need something to drive me back...

even though its hard, even it seems impossible...

try my best to make it possible...

"you can do it!"

owh, once i dont even bother what people want to say abt me...

i do things on my own, my way...

but than, i lost part of myself, drifting apart from me...

until at one point, i lost everything abt me...

upon realized what had happnd, slowly i pick up the pieces...

i built my life back, try to reconnect every pieces as i could...

not to lose myself forever...

once, i used to hv strong faith in me, but than i start to doubt my own capability...

when that happen, i put myself down slowly...

how stupid of me...

until i realize, i need to build myself up again...

rebuilding myself seems hard, tough and painful...

but, i try to ignore what i feel.. put it behind, i felt...

move forward...

stop making assumption, and dont try to act nice all of sudden...

i dont even know who you are, before or after...

for those who think they know me, think again...

if you still say yes, you should know what im like back than...

*sighs*

stop looking down on me, i gv u chances already...

now, its my time again...

p/s: just to be clear.. im tired!!! when im tired, i hate people messing with me..

even i havent fully back to my old self back.. but its only matter of time...